I can try to be girly but I'll probably failby *SamhainKWC

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So...I was trying my new wig for Acacia and Erza and I ended up doing this and thinking about my life.

This may be the most girlish picture I've ever took.
I'm a neutral girl. Not boyish nor girly also my sexuality tells me to be completely indifferent on people's genders when falling in love or having a crush and I truly believe I would have the exact same personality if I was born a guy.

I tried a lot of times because some people just don't accept the fact that I don't act like the other girls. My family is the hugest example. I've been forced to act like the "normal girls" and that involved me in huge sadness because I wasn't comfortable with myself, because I disgusted myself, because I knew I wasn't mean to be like that...

So now I don't care. I won't act as they like, I'll continue being myself and feeling comfortable as MANDY, not everyone else. Not a girl like the others.

I'm not really sure but I guess that's what makes me prefer crossplay, because I feel completely free and I decide my own gender. I can be a guy when I feel like it.

That's it.
I will continue being myself regardless of their opinions. Opinions I've been listening and respecting for years.